May 27, 2010
Do we say it’s impossible to be honest ... or will we lose everything?
I made mistakes myself... it cost me a lot of trouble many years ago. I was with a woman in Montreal who was not normal. She couldn’t settle down with one man but wanted to sleep with many others, all the time. I saw a psychiatrist who said she would probably be more balanced if she was married. I agreed to it but it ended up sad for me. We had three children in the marriage. But I had trouble working because there were always problems with her, with the police and the doctors. At the same time, my mother was getting closer to death. It was around Christmas. I started to feel that I couldn’t continue. There wasn’t enough money and I felt I was suffering with everything. I didn’t know what to expect in such a marriage. She was the first woman I had ever been with. I wanted to stay if I could but my wife continued to fool around with police officers, judges and other friends – making money off of them. Then she made sure to have me arrested for a financial problem. She was able to get strong charges against me because of the men she knew. I was given five years in jail. A judge in Winnipeg said it was totally unjust. He couldn’t believe it. The police told me that my name would be removed from the file because it hadn’t been right. Now, there is no more record of this.
The truth finally came out. At first, my children had thought that I had been lying. Now they know who I am. I feel sorry for their mother, who continues to make money off of the judges, police and others. She was scared that I would be angry at her after I got out of jail. But it never entered my mind.
I am sad that I missed those years with my kids, but now, they know me – they write to me and visit. My son became homosexual because of a priest who used him.
The first time I saw my son after this had happened, I told him, “I love you and I’m happy with you.”
He said to me, “Don’t say you love me, Dad. I’m ashamed of myself.”
Do you have any idea why I wrote this today? I am not here to be a leader who adores himself. It’s not to become a leader. I see how much suffering there was in the past. I was always running away.
Today, it’s time to be honest. It’s so normal to be honest. Even now, where I work for the PPP and the outreach Mission, no one gives us any money – just a bit now and then. But a lot of people come here to change their lives, because they believe.
Why is Canada always in trouble and lying to people? You say you are there in the name of God?
It is time for Canada to become honest – to love each other and to recognize the gift to love. This is more powerful than the body and pride.
A couple of nights ago, Sheila Fraser, the Auditor General, said she would do a surface audit of the MPs. That’s why I wrote to her. I’ve been to Ottawa. They are not honest in Ottawa ... it doesn’t matter where it is – a restaurant or a Government office.
It’s time to respect our people – to respect women. They are not whores to be used or to have to use their bodies to survive. If true love existed, you would see how important they are because they would share something important – a sacred love. Women are powerful – not to win, but because they are true mothers. This is how sacred they are.
Many years ago, a law said that if a woman or man was flirting or fooling around within her/his marriage, she/he could be arrested... a divorce could occur immediately. Nobody in the world respects a law like that now. But we need to realize that a new baby is more important than a man or a woman. Respect your children. Within sacred love, find who you are. You will be so in awe. We need to make sure that the priests are like fathers and the nuns are like mothers, to recognize the gift to love. The Sabbath is there to teach people to recognize the gift to love. This is not religious at all ... it is only to show you that you can find love – sacred love.
It should be ‘Peace’, not ‘War’, because God gave you the ability to recognize the gift of love.
I am not here like a religious man at all. No. True love is so powerful. It’s why a lot of people wish to be married. But, they make a big mistake.
A good man said it is better to be married, because you are weak, but see a priest to pray for yourself and learn love. A priest or nun has already found the gift of sacred love.
If you get married – go to school on Sunday and continue to recognize the gift to love in a sacred way. You will be so in awe. You will recognize God and feel you are in heaven. It will become normal.
Men and women blame each other for everything because they are not themselves at all. Their bodies are more important than love. Yet, a new baby comes from them. They used to be ‘old’.
Again, the good man said, “When you recognize what I say to you, you will know who I am.”
An old man said to him, “I don’t understand what you say.”
An older man can find he is young again because he finds love from the heart. He shouldn’t make a mistake by thinking he will find love with the body. If two people become married by love, without the focus on the body, the new baby is an angel – always a virgin. This is to teach people to find the gift to love from a father and a mother. Teach people the gift to love ... be like a father and mother.
It is time for Canada to clean – or burn. Now, you are hypocrites, dishonest, weak and you misuse the name of God. Even priests – you have no excuses to be weak. You once changed your lives to be with God – to be strong like fathers. Don’t make excuses to be weak.
It’s time that all men wake up and find love. Man – God gave you a gift to find love – not by your body. Your children will become very intelligent when you learn. Your country will become much more intelligent than it is now, with war and the adoration you have of yourselves.
I feel very sorry for those who have died in the wars. We must recognize that the gift to love is more powerful than killing. I am truly sorry for people who gave their lives for all of us.
It would be beautiful for our children to continue to share love and respect for each other, for the future.
Don’t make mistakes about who I am. I am not a religious person at all. Don’t forget this please. Love is more powerful than to pray without love. With true love, you respect each other and you become twins.
You could say, “Isn’t it beautiful ... living forever.”
Congratulations. Think about this ... it’s not a dream – it will become normal.
Congratulations at least to read this.
Roger Poisson
With the Spirit
